I Am You

Written April 8, 2020 – (self isolating somewhere in Scottsdale, AZ on the solo road trip I took off on after a devastating call. I called this ‘The Grief Annihilation road trip.’ But soon learned the Annihilation wasn’t done yet. 2 weeks later the…

The day love rose again

I could not get out in front of grief in 2020. I was immersed in it in every direction on the outside. On every level of my being on the inside; it was a complete tsunami wipeout. Because of that immersion and submersion that…

“I have come to the end of love longing.” -upanishads “Because I became what I longed for.” -Lori Freed

“Can you give yourself enough mercy to make peace with the pain? Love cannot get in when pain dominates. You are the missing piece of peace. You are the missing Love. Bring them back, they are waiting patiently to return.” -Lori Freed

Love does bloom on

This song I selected for my mom’s graveside funeral. Only a few in attendance due to COVID-19. I had long stem roses for each to release into her grave.6 days later laying in a hotel room, numb, someone I know in Ecuador who did…

Letting Go

“I love her enough to let her goI love myself enough to let go.Letting go means Love was chosen to stay.” -Lori Freed

This Little Girl Is Me

I found myself amongst my mother’s jewelry after she passed from Covid. I was tucked far away in the box. I sat for a long time staring at this child. That smile before the world touched her in less than Love.Decades later, I live…

The Peace You Seek

I begged many times to be released from the suffering each time it dropped me to my knees for decades. I was begging to the wrong person. One day I looked in the mirror and asked with mercy to be released.I heard “Pain is…

May we raise childrenwho love the unloved things – the dandelion, the worms & spiderlings.Children who sense the rose needs the thorn& run into rainswept daysthe same way they turn towards sun… And when they’re grown &someone has to speak for those who have no voice,may they draw upon…