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In this year of grief and suffering- many more battles were waged- by mercy I am still here – from Love and grief I created The Loving Garden 10 years sitting in my heart created from the loss of my...

These are the moments why I am staying alive: Text message: This is Julee Y.— thank you so much for chatting with me after yoga today! Without knowing ahead of it— I really needed our conversation today— thank you, thank...

Written April 8, 2020 – (self isolating somewhere in Scottsdale, AZ on the solo road trip I took off on after a devastating call. I called this ‘The Grief Annihilation road trip.’ But soon learned the Annihilation wasn’t done yet....

I could not get out in front of grief in 2020. I was immersed in it in every direction on the outside. On every level of my being on the inside; it was a complete tsunami wipeout. Because of that...

“I have come to the end of love longing.” -upanishads “Because I became what I longed for.” -Lori Freed

“Can you give yourself enough mercy to make peace with the pain? Love cannot get in when pain dominates. You are the missing piece of peace. You are the missing Love. Bring them back, they are waiting patiently to return.”...

This song I selected for my mom’s graveside funeral. Only a few in attendance due to COVID-19. I had long stem roses for each to release into her grave.6 days later laying in a hotel room, numb, someone I know...

“I love her enough to let her goI love myself enough to let go.Letting go means Love was chosen to stay.” -Lori Freed

I found myself amongst my mother’s jewelry after she passed from Covid. I was tucked far away in the box. I sat for a long time staring at this child. That smile before the world touched her in less than...