I begged many times to be released from the suffering each time it dropped me to my knees for decades. I was begging to the wrong person.
One day I looked in the mirror and asked with mercy to be released.
I heard “Pain is a necessary teacher.”
Suffering has always been a choice. You can choose to be released from suffering when you are truly ready. Love yourself more and you shall be released to understand what Love is really about. Then, you are the peace you seek.